[The loss of his other housemate had been a blow as well. It was strange not having either man or dog around the house.]

I'm afraid of what they can take from me. The Animus has very readily shown me these past few months what they can give and rip away.

And I'm just waiting for it to happen again. It...keeps me up at night. [Truthfully, he's left the bedroom to the younger Syaoran and tried to sleep in his chair by the fire. Or even outside with Tsubasa when the nights are warm.]